
This is Kaity's mom and I have something wonderful to share with all who will listen. Today, Kaity left the Missionary Training Center and flew from Salt Lake City to New Jersey. She was allowed to call her family from the airport before she departed. I was blessed to speak with her for almost an hour. Then I got worried she would not have time to call the rest of her family, but the Lord provided by delaying her flight for over 1 1/2 hours!
When we spoke she told me an amazing story that I know she would love to tell everyone, she just does not have time to put it in her email. Last Wednesday, only 5 days before she was to depart the MTC, her district was playing softball. She had a little mishap running to first base and hit the ground hard. She came out of it with a scraped up knee and shoulder and somes aches. But then, when she was playing outfield, one of the Elders told her to watch out because the ball would be coming her way when he was up to bat. So she geared up to catch it. It came flying her way alright, but hit the ground and rolled toward her. When she reached down with her glove to try to catch it, she missed and because she is a soccer player at heart, she instinctively stuck her foot out to stop it from continuing. "Smack!" came the super loud sound as it hit her ankle bone! Everyone on the field heard the sound and came running. She dropped to the ground in extreme pain, praying in her mind that it might NOT be broken since she was supposed to leave for her mission on Monday. The thought of not being able to leave on schedule hit her hard and she was not able to keep back the tears any longer. She was unable to walk on it and had to be carried in to the trainer. They checked it out thoroughly to make sure that it was not broken and it wasn't, but it was super bruised and painful. They gave her crutches to use and ice packs.
She returned to her room with her companion. She was trying to be strong, but when her companion innocently asked her, "What if you CAN'T leave on Monday?", she broke down. "Don't say that." she begged. The thought was more than she could bear. She cried in despair, but kept getting an overwhelming feeling that Father was trying to tell her, "Don't worry, Kaity. I have not even told you if you will leave on time or not, so do not worry about it." She decided to give it to the Lord and leave it in His hands.
That evening she went to class on crutches. One of the sisters passed her a note to ask if she was going to get a Priesthood blessing. She did intend to ask for one after class and she did. The Elder that was going to give her the blessing asked if she wanted a blessing of healing or a blessing of comfort and peace. Silly to say, but since she had just had a healing blessing the week before when she was so very sick with Bronchitis, she did not feel like she should ask to be healed again, so she told him she would like a blessing of comfort. As he began to give her a beautiful blessing of comfort and peace, in her mind she was totally struggling. She kept thinking to herself, " I just need to know if I will be healed in time to leave the MTC on Monday. That is what I really need to know. Why didn't I just ask for a healing blessing? I just really need to know if I will be able to leave!" Such a struggle within herself was so NOT like Kaity. She is normally very receptive to the Spirit and would quietly listen and accept the words of the blessing. But this time was different. It was quite a struggle and she felt guilty. She apologized in her mind, saying, "I know I have faith to be healed...I know my faith is strong, why am I struggling with this so much???"
Then she heard the Elder's words as he pronounced upon her that she would be healed....Her thoughts went to:" yes, I know I will be healed eventually, but will I be healed in time????" Then he said that she would be able to leave the MTC...and he paused. During the pause, her mind went crazy again, " Obviously I will be able to leave, EVENTUALLY, I can't live here forever...." And then the blessed words, "On Monday" came from his lips and she KNEW they were straight from the Lord, in answer to her burning question! And she broke down in tears! Father had heard her, and had answered her through his messenger, this young priesthood holder. Her companion heard the words and gave Kaity a hug and said, "see that! you WILL be able to leave on Monday!"
By Thursday morning she was able to walk on the ankle without the crutches. On Saturday she had to be medically cleared to be able to leave Monday. They made her run and jump and twist and do all sorts of things and she was able to complete them all, with no problem at all! She said, "Mom, it was truly a miracle."
I testify that it WAS truly a miracle. There is no way on the earth that it would have healed that quickly without the Lord's help. The lesson that Kaity learned is that she MUST trust in Heavenly Father. Her faith is strong, but trusting, instead of worrying, is an obstacle she must work to overcome. I know that there have been so many times that I have learned this lesson, over and over again. When I get in the midst of a trial, and I start to worry like crazy about how it will come out, the only way to peace is to turn it all over to the Lord. When I can trust Him, that no matter what the outcome may be, it will be for my very best benefit, and Father in Heaven knows that way better than I do, the peace that overcomes me when I let it go is indescribable. Kaity has reminded me of this. She wanted me to share it with all of you. Trust the Lord. He truly knows what is best for each of us. He has a plan for each one of us, and the rewards will be glorious. I testify of these things,in the Holy Name of Jesus Christ. Amen
